Head Hammering

You ever feel like you are being hammered over the head with insights and the reason you have to be hammered is because you don't really want to see the truth? Nah, me neither....

In an attempt to get myself into some semblance of organization with regards to my world and my new self image I post the following:

I don't wanna do that. I really like that. That works but that doesn't. I never want to go there again. That is where you are being hammered, get it through your head. You don't have to do that if you don't want. Stop worrying about where you will do it, trust. That is who you are and what you are meant to do, the rest is distractions from aforementioned hammering. Jeesh.

I'm glad we got that settled.

Did I tell you about my interesting experience in a store in Oregon? It was a metaphysical store (my favorite) and I walked right in and went directly to a counter that was filled with large crystals and stopped dead in my tracks. The energy washed over me and almost made me dizzy it was so strong. I turned around slowly just kind of taking it all in and suddenly the owner was by my side. She smiles, puts her hand on my shoulder and says, "yeah, I know. The energy here is overwhelming, isn't it. So positive!"

There was another store above hers that I kept being drawn to a corner of. Lori kept calling me to see this and see that! (she was cute as a button in Oregon--you should see her in her element) and I just kept wanting to go a different way. I get there and my Reiki turns on immediately. I look down and there is a Karuna section. Karuna is a type of Reiki. As I stand there smiling, the owner comes up, puts her hand on my shoulder and hands me a card to open.

"You never grow old until you've lost all your marvels."
Merry Browne

True dat, huh? There was a poster there in that corner that brought me to tears and I'm really kinda mad at myself for not buying it. I just wasted about 15 minutes trying to recall and find it to no avail....

See that hammering thing? What is my deal? Listen to the small, still voice. You know. You absolutely know. Why you act like you don't?

Did I mention that lavender grows like weeds there? In front of Lori's sister Sheri's house was a big ole clump that she let me cut a bit from. It is sitting on my desk right in front of me. Mmmmm, Oregon smells really good! Lavender and pine and fir and roses, yummm.

________________________________this is me restraining myself from comparing the smells outside my door........

Yoga. Good. Reiki. Good. Me. Blessed. And don't me forget it!