Reiki Share

At the Share today:
21 People.
14 Reiki Healers.
5 Reiki Masters.

How is that possible? Barry has said over and over again during this journey... Linda. If you build it, they will come.  If you build it... 

Wow. It's built. They are coming. I am amazed.  I've been doing this for years, have had small successes, small failures, big mountaintop moments, crushing stressed out moments, times when I've had to really just trust... times when I've thrown it all in.  The one thing I have really had to learn is that I create my own destiny.  For many years, I was unsure. I had trouble committing to this path, worried that it wouldn't work, worried that I didn't have the energy, worried that, well, that I would build it and they wouldn't come.

For years, they have come. Through all my wishy washy-ness, they have come.  Even when I've pushed them away, whether intentionally or unintentionally, they have come. They have taught me so much more than I have ever taught them. A year ago, I made a decision to commit.  I realized that by trying so hard to stay small, I was making myself small. Marianne Williamson says our real fear is not that we are inadequate... it's that we are powerful beyond belief. Wise woman.

When I turned 49, it dawned on me that if I didn't build it now.. it wouldn't be built. It hit me that I wasn't doing anyone a favor by staying small. Many people supported me and kept giving me messages of encouragement. I started looking for new ways... new places.. a new partner. We built it.  And they are coming.  It's beautiful, wonderful, magical. And hopefully, not fleeting.  So much is still up in the air.  So much uncertainty. 21 people.  Where were they? And where will they go if we can't stay? Where will we go?

Trust. Keep showing up. Keep putting it out there. Smile. And most important, BELIEVE. James says I don't realize how much support I have, how many people believe in me. He's right. I don't. But I'm learning.

All shall be well. May the healing Light be with you. Namaste'