Torn

I find myself thinking in terms of the committee suit from SoulCollage. Committee is all the parts of your personality--sort of Sybil like, without the drama. Once you really start realizing how many parts of you there are, it's astounding. It's also relieving because you begin to notice the balance there. Like my Resentful self is balanced by my Grateful self, my Selfish self is balanced by my Abundant self and on and on. Finding time to make a card for all of them is difficult because right now all my selves are competing for time.

My wanting to be pampered (by Max!) self is competing with my business off the ground self who is taking a bunch of time from my oh dear, why did I say I'd do another show self who is bartering with my I just kinda want to put my feet up and snuggle self. Course the practical, you need to make money to survive self is yelling at the who cares about money self who is fighting with the can't we just go live on a commune self.

I'm so glad I don't have to call it bi-polar anymore LOL!

So which card do I make in the midst of all this hoopla?

My Tree Hugger Self. Because that seemed very important right now. Ha ha.... I am the One who will chain myself to a tree to save it. I am the One who appreciates the strength and beauty of the trees in all seasons......

Did I show you my inner child self?

I love this card! I colored the blank spaces with my crayons! Had so much fun making it--it's me before the age of reason overtook the age of innocence....

Back to work.....

Really, you must!

I always have to do everything!

But you love what you do!

Well you're right.....

Trudges off, whistling....