We now return to our regularly scheduled programming....

Anyways.

Had a chance yesterday to do some readings at the Spirit Door. They were over the top good-- dead on, so to speak. Doing readings on complete strangers is very interesting. As the cards pop up, one by one, you can see their eyebrows going higher and higher and then they start nodding their heads and then a lot of times they just bust out laughing with the rightness of finding out what they already knew. Then they look at me nervously with the "are you a good witch or a bad witch?" look. And I have to reassure them that I'm not a witch at all... at least not what you think.

It's all about trust. When I interpret the cards, or teach yoga, or do Reiki, I never think, "oh dear I need to try and do a good job or figure out what these mean or what to teach or where to put my hands!!!" I just trust. Take a deep breath. Know God is there. Always. I will be guided. If that is the will.

Sometimes, especially when doing Reiki, I feel this humongous opening in the top of my head and roots in my feet. Almost as if there is no end and beginning to me and my physical body-- there's no conscious thought-- more like, "extra here, stone there, warm, pull" cept without words. In tarot and yoga, it's even less, like there's no head at all. Like I just wake up in the middle sometimes...

Had some long time students tell me a bit back that whenever I say "picture the crown of your head opening up and a white light coming in" that it creeps them out. I was stunned. Like, that's what every yoga teacher I've ever had said. It's a really strong visual, a connection to Source. I've been really reluctant to say it in those classes because I want them to relax during relaxation, not think of brain surgery... But what occurred to me was that it's the difference between thinking and not. Like, when the sensation of the crown opening and the connection being established occurs in my world, it's like a melting away of this plane to another, I don't think I've ever thought literally about it. Like a to do list:

1. Lay down
2. Remove hair
3. Cut open top of head
4. Peer inside hellllllooooooooo
5. Create virtual stitches to adhere scalp back in place

I feel bad that for years people were laying in relaxation pose feeling like they were having brain surgery. Although, there's more truth to that being the real purpose of relaxation pose anyway but I think if you are that literal you won't get that either.

Lobotomy & Meditation....

Anyways. Have a great week. Connect with your Source. Even if you have to perform virtual brain surgery to do so. Namaste'