Monday, September 03, 2007

Synchronicity

Ever just have those rare moments of synchronicity--where you think something randomly and it appears? Some call it coincidence....but the first thing you learn in the Celestine Prophecy is that there are no coincidences. And if you stay aware you will start to see the synchronicity of events, people, one thing leading to another.

Early last week I was finalizing my schedule for the Fall. I have really been spending alot of energy deciding the next direction and what to let go of and what to embrace and it was time to put it all together. Needless to say, I was a bit rattled when I finally pushed "send" and publicized it. I had made some radical moves and some changes that activated the parts of me that are terrified and insecure. I have a really hard time charging for my services and have had many people telling me over and over that I devalue myself and that people won't value me if I don't value myself but I have that need to please and fear of people not liking me thing so it's scary to really put a price tag on it all. But in the interest of really creating and moving toward the future spiritual center, I made some changes.

Course, then I ended up laying on the floor when Barry got home stewing about it all. Then I sent an email un-doing some of my doing but that's okay. Upon looking it all over and over, I feel really good about it all. So, with that confidence in mind, I decided that as long as I was going for it, I may as well go all the way. And offer all my services. "Spirit Cards" being one of them. I've read cards since my teens. It's part of me. And shouldn't I embrace all parts of me? No matter what my imagined fears of judgement from others are?

So I put a small blurb on my web page. And it's like the floodgates opened.
Wednesday a friend asks for a reading--she hadn't seen the blurb. Friday I blog about it. Saturday a kindred spirit out of the blue asks for a reading for her and her friend. She hadn't seen the blog. She left me a gift after the reading that blew me away. During the reading I was explaining how the cards had changed my life during a particularly difficult time where I need to transform myself and how they spoke to my soul. I come inside after they left and my book for my SoulCollage training had arrived. Now, I have been kinda ambivalent about this training as I really just couldn't see the need for another deck of cards but since my sista' was so excited about it I decided to go to support her.

I randomly open the book to a page that says almost word for word something I had just said during the reading, which went along with a card the friend had pulled that she had randomly said to the other the day before. Wild.

Synchronicity.

I am thrilled about this new 'tool'. Can't wait to bring it to everyone. It's absolutely perfect for me, just as the kindred spirit's mother, who brought it to me, had said when she discovered it.
Hmmm. There are no coincidences. Full circle. Can't wait to see the outcomes of following this path. And trusting the Universe to provide the right way......even if I end up laying of the floor stewing LOL!

1 comment:

Mom said...

Whoopee! I am so glad you are going to do the Soul Collage thing. We can have a wonderful time working on them together.