Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Reiki Healing

This weekend we had our Reiki Healer's Share.  This is one of my favorite activities, gathering with other healers, caring for one another, relaxing and bonding.  Mid point through every share we have a meditation circle where we get comfy around a crystal grid that I use to send Reiki on a regular basis to my clients.  We write our concerns, our goals, our needs, on index cards and put them under the grid.  This month on facebook, I invited my "friends" to tell me if they wanted Reiki sent to them during this circle and was astonished at the amount of folks with concerns. 

I wrote each name on a separate index card, with my prayer for them.  Some for healing, some for peace, some for clarity, etc.  Whatever seemed appropriate.  We gathered in our circle after we had done 2 complete healing session for those present.  By this time, the Reiki energy in the room is almost a separate entity of its own, it's so strong and we are all filled with it, having gived and received so much.  This month seemed exceptionally strong to me, my healer husband felt the same.  I passed around the cards to all, so they could see who we were sending to, in addition to their own concerns. We all got quiet and comfy.  Breathing in and breathing out...
My husband said that at one point, he looked at my friend Ann & I and the way the light was surrounding us, showing the serenity on our faces,  made us look like angels.  I can't speak for her, but I know I was directly connected to a much bigger light than myself... it was amazing.  I felt like we were all encased in a large bubble, the folks with concerns on our cards and those of us present.  Several mentioned very powerful experiences, seeing Light and one even spoke of feeling like she met God.  It was incredible!  Afterwards, we did one last session  of Reiki ... some actually giving, some just continuing to soak up this remarkable energy.
I had some wonderful comments from my facebook friends who had asked for healing, one woman who has been suffering for months from a relapse from a lung transplant and has been oxygen dependent,  was actually off  oxygen the next day!  For the first time in 3 months!  Amazing...  Don't believe me?  Ask my cat... She is 17 years old.  Every chance she gets after I do private Reiki sessions, she jumps up on the table and lays her head on my crystal grid.  We have to keep her locked out during sessions because she knows a good thing when she feels it.. and wants some herself!
Although nothing compares to a private healing session for peace and wellbeing... these meditative sessions are plenty powerful too. Having a group of Healers send you energy is bound to help you... and the Healer!  Every Reiki Healer in training should make sure they get a chance to join in sometime.  Nothing will build your confidence more than a direct jolt of energy :)
Namaste'

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Surprising Loveliness

Yesterday the most beautiful thing happened.  I was walking into World Gym to teach my class when a student comes up to me and hands me a beautiful gift bag.  "This is for you," she says.  I was stunned.  I didn't know her name, she's been coming to my class for awhile but she's been sort of a loner, doesn't smile or make eye contact much.  In fact, I've often thought maybe she doesn't like the class all that much since she doesn't really give any indication of how she feels.  Her energy is.... well, let's just say it's not easily readable. 

I bring my hand over my heart, look her in the eye and exclaim, "why, thank you!  how sweet!" and move to hug her.  She hugs me back and begins to cry.  I hold her and hug her back, not really knowing what to say but knowing whatever was going on with her was profound and I just needed to hold the space (and her!) for it.

She looks at me once last time and then turns to walk out the door.  At first, I'm alarmed... oh no, was I supposed to open it there? Is this her last class?  Maybe she's moving... or worse...  But she comes back, lays her mat down and prepares for class.  Puzzled, I try to catch her eyes, wanting to make sure she's okay but she's back in yoga mode.  I decide to teach... knowing that the yoga itself will help and teach a heart opening class complete with lotus meditation.  After class, again I try to catch her eye and just as she turns to leave, she looks my way.  Again, I put my hand over my heart... Thank you.  Sincerely. She smiles.

The class is very chatty, everyone wanting to bond... typical (and wonderful) after a heart opening class but I was wishing I could hurry out and meet her in the parking lot and find out what was up.  However, I know sometimes space is needed... so I let her be.  I pick up the gift bag and bring it home with me... so curious.

In the bag are beautiful note pads, stationary covered with roses, how lovely.  I search for a card, hoping for an explanation.  No card.  But the little tag on the bag says:

"Thank you so much.  Your class, your personality...are very healing for me."

And she signed it with her name.  I am touched.  And excited to know her name. And feeling very blessed to be a teacher. It's tough to teach in a gym... the classes are large, you are always running late because the class before you goes long and afterwards people are pushing you out for their workout, the space is tricky to maintain a peaceful atmosphere in and you don't really have time to get to know your students individually unless they choose to let you.  Sometimes, it's anonymity they are looking for, a place to go where no one knows them or wants anything from them.  I love to get to know them slowly... body first, words later.  It makes for an interesting perspective.

Funny how the Universe works.  I've been feeling kinda down lately... my classes at CCPC are flucuating again so I get to relearn the lesson that sometimes the world doesn't revolve around me, sometimes it has to do with other's priorities... but it's hard for me to NOT take it personally when folks stop coming to yoga.  Or Reiki.  But just when I decide that I should just get a day job and let go of my dream, the Universe places a reminder of what I truly am here for.... not gift bags,  but to help people heal. 

Thank you, blessed yoga student, you made my day :)

Monday, April 12, 2010

Patterning of Consciousness

I've been on a kick lately to help my yoga students really make a commitment to yoga and to understand why they should.  There is so much more to yoga than I teach. Most teachers do not really delve into the sacred texts, the Sanskrit writings, the "meat and bones" of what yoga is and why it works.... they don't want to scare or confuse their students.  And believe me, yoga can be very confusing unless you study and practice for a long time!  That's why a commitment is so important.

As I was preparing for my Restorative Yoga Day this weekend, I pulled out my 2 favorite Yoga "Bibles"...Patan'jali's Yoga Sutras and Stephen Mitchell's adaptation of The Bhagavad Gita,  all highlighted and post-noted beyond original recognition. Reading through these books is like coming home for me, I just get lost in remembering the truth, the wisdom that led me to yoga and kept me there in the first place.  I'm skimming through, looking for just the right quote or passage to start our day with and it dawns on me that I haven't ever really shared this with my students! Shame on me!  How can I call myself a Yoga Teacher and never share the Yoga Bibles?

So I begin with the first Sutra:

1. Now, the teachings of yoga.

2. Yoga is to still the patterning of consciousness. 

3. Then pure awareness can abide in its very nature. 

4. Otherwise awareness takes itself to be the patterns of consciousness.
Oh so true... so true!!  Perfect, I think to myself... It states exactly WHY we are doing yoga.  I turn to my husband, the winner of the top ten yogis award this year.... "See, honey!  Listen to this, this is why we do yoga!"

His response:  HUH??!  What the heck is patterning of consciousness?

Me:  Oh... yeah... that's why I don't teach this.  Not that I think my husband or my students wouldn't get it, but I know it's something you have to kinda read over and over... and let it simmer on your brain til it boils. 

I turn to my old friend, Bhagavad Gita-- much easier to understand.  THE BLESSED LORD SAID... Oh dear, this could be a minefield also.  I make it a practice to not "go there" religious-wise.  I don't want to offend the Christians by suggesting that Krishna is Lord or offend the Jews by suggesting that Christ is the Lord... ugh, people get so easily offended by labels and then they miss the message...just the word Lord upsets some people, I don't want the beauty of the Gita being bogged down by dissecting each word. 

What to do?  I DON'T want to sell yoga short.  I DO want people to understand why they are doing yoga, what it's really all about. How to share this in a non threatening way???  And then I realize...who the heck am I to decide that my students won't get it or that they may be offended in some way?  What gives me the right to withhold information from them for fear of losing them?  How ridiculous am I?  These are grown ups here.

So, I plunge in, reading from the Yoga Sutra to them bright and early Saturday morning.  Their response?

HUH?!!

LOL.  But then we had one of the most lively, enlightening discussions I had in a long time.  We took it line by line, understanding the patterns of consciousness and relating them to our lives.  I read to them during relaxation pose from The Bhagavad Gita, I actually saw one of my "Christian" friends wiping tears from her eyes at the beautiful text.  Quite a few of them had deep breakthrough experiences of enlightenment, one was even inspired to write her own poem, right on the spot, about the trees that we looked up to during our first yoga session outdoors.

And once again, I learned to untie my own pattern of consciousness by realizing I don't control the world.  Again. :)
The Warrior of the Light knows that no one is stupid and that life teaches everyone-however long that may take
He always does his best and expects the best of others.  Through his generosity, he tries to show each person how much they are capable of achieving.
Some of his companions say:  "Some people are so ungrateful."
The Warrior is not discouraged by this.  And he continues to encourage others because this is also a way of encouraging himself.
Warrior of the Light by Paulo Coelho... my other "Bible".

Namaste'



 

 

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Ten Truths About Yoga

1. Yoga is not a once a month activity. To truly get the full benefits of yoga, you must practice. Consistently. Think of it this way: If you were trying to lose weight, would you exercise just once a week? Whatever your goal is with yoga, you will reach it quicker the more you do it.. same as any other activity. However, this is not to say that if your schedule doesn't permit you to come more than once a month, that you shouldn't come. An hour of relaxation and meditation is better than none at all.


2. Yoga can help you lose weight and maintain the loss. It may not seem cardio or weight bearing but yoga is both. Think about plank pose... not only are you lifting your entire body weight, but you are breathing while you do it. Think that's not cardio? Remember aerobics? Aero... Air? Trouble is, most folks don't practice consistently enough to see the results from their practice. See #1. It makes me sad to see people torturing themselves in a gym class, thinking they have to be unhappy to make themselves fit-- does that make sense to you? If you like lifting weights and running, by all means do it, but if you don't, try yoga. You will be surprised. The practice of maintaining presence is very helpful for making food choices as well.



3. Yoga is not nap time. Every single pose in yoga is designed to relieve toxins, break up energy blocks and create balance and stability to your body and mind. The relaxation pose at the end of class is a time for your body to assimilate the process and to achieve a meditative state. However:



4. Yoga and Meditation are one. Yep, every pose... not just the relaxation at the end. The instructions to put yourself in an uncomfortable position and breathe through it is the same. We are all different. For some of us, relaxation pose is the toughest because we must keep moving... while others have a harder time just holding a pose without getting antsy. Others find a flowing sun salutation more challenging because they have to have complete silence and lack of movement to concentrate. This is exactly why we do so many different things in each class. We are perfecting our concentration skills, in all areas, hence learning to meditate... no matter what. Think of a balance pose. Think what happens when you lose focus, whether in your mind or with your eyes. Meditation is the same.



5. Every Bit of Yoga is a Metaphor for Your Life. I have literally had people walk out on me in disgust upon suggesting that how they approach a Warrior pose is how they handle crisis in their life. Read #4. Do you have to keep moving? Do you get antsy if you are still? Can you concentrate if there is chaos around you? Are you balanced? If you have any doubt about what's really going on in your life, come to yoga, it will give you the answers. The pose gets tough, do you bale out? Or clench every muscle in your body and hold on for dear life? Learning to hold a pose using your breath to keep you calm and relaxed is great training for life. We cannot control what is around us... but we can learn to control our response to it.



6. There is No Substitute for a Group Yoga Class. Sorry guys, this is not about money. Now, I am not saying that Wii Fit Yoga and Fit TV Yoga doesn't have it's place. If you can't get to a class, sometimes a DVD makes all the difference to keeping up your practice... I do them myself all the time. BUT the exchange of energy and smiles and the opportunity to spend time with like minded spirits cannot be surpassed. Plus, the opportunity to have a qualified teacher look at your poses and help you make the adjustments needed can be the difference between pain and pleasure. Which brings me to the next one...



7. Yoga Should Not Hurt. If you've been to one of my classes, this is no secret. If it hurts.. you are doing it wrong. Period. Part of the discipline of yoga is staying present to how your body feels..to honor your body, as well as challenge it. We find our edge, the place where we are working hard but not feeling pain. We hover there, waiting for the muscle to adjust, allowing us to go deeper... if the muscle allows... if it doesn't, we don't insist. Patience. When the muscle is ready, the flexibility will come. You must build up to the optimal level and, well....



8. You Cannot Practice Yoga Sporadically and Expect to Maintain the Optimal Level. I've seen it over and over. Person, let's call him Fred, comes to yoga consistently for a month. Now, Fred makes huge strides in his strength and flexibility, surprising himself at how quickly this occurs. Then Fred takes off a class... or three. Or seven. He comes back in, expecting to be exactly where he was and promptly hurts himself. Over and over again. So then he stops coming to yoga and revisits all the pain and trouble that brought him there in the first place, mentally and physically. Truth is, no matter where you were, if you do not practice consistently, you cannot expect to be able to maintain that level. The good news is once you pick your practice up again, you will quickly get back to where you were... but not if you insist on injuring yourself. Again, patience, grasshopper...



9. Everybody Can Do Yoga. Everybody. No matter how old. No matter how inflexible. I can't tell you how many times people have said to me, "oh I can't do yoga, I'm not flexible." WHAT? Did you come out of the womb able to walk? Like, how did you learn to do that? Ohhh, that's right... PRACTICE. That's why we call it practice. You may not be able to do what Suzy the acrobat next to you is doing but part of yoga is embracing what you can do. It doesn't matter that you have to sit on a chair to do cat and cow, do you think your spine cares? Nope, just your ego. Your spine is happy with the movement. And think about it, who do you want to make happy? Your spine? Or your ego? What's your ego done for you lately?



10. Yoga will Improve Your Bad Back, Shoulder, Knee, Hip, etc. This is tricky.. note I didn't say FIX. And notice rule #7. If you do not follow rule #7, yoga will help make your problem worse. Should you stop doing yoga? No. Should you learn to embrace rule #7? YES. I have had folks stop doing yoga because they thought yoga was injuring them (course, the suggestion that they were injuring themselves did not go over well) and then their problem became much, much worse. Mentally and Physically. I have also had folks who achieved dramatic results, "curing" their injuries, only to stop their practice cause they were better and guess what? Yep, they just re-injured their injury. Sigh, See rule #1. Yoga isn't a cure. It's a lifestyle. It's a practice. It's a discipline. You have to do it for it to work. You stop doing it, it stops working. I have had students who have had surgery, foot in a boot, come to yoga and do what they could... not even half of what the rest of the class could do. Was it frustrating for them? Yes. Was it useful? Absolutely! Not only did it help them recover quicker.... it taught them to focus on some of the other really important parts of their practice... like patience, acceptance... tolerance, embracing the breath and where you are today.


So there you have it... the down and dirty truth. If you want to learn mindfulness, get a strong, flexible body and spirit, come to yoga. But know that the results will definitely be based on the effort you put into practicing.... and it won't happen overnight. But stick with it and you will be amazed at what you will accomplish. And who you will become.



Namaste' with Love, Linna

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Message from God

"On this day of your life, Linda, I believe God wants you to know...
..that there are choirs singing in your head. If you listen,
you will hear the music. It is the song of angels.

Pay no attention to the sounds of the world. They are
just noises, and even when added up all together they
have no value, make no sense. Strain to hear the song
of angels. Listen to the melody within your soul."

Everyday I get a message from God. Some in my head, but mostly in my email inbox. It's stunning sometimes how coincidental they are... course there are no real coincidences, right?

All this week in my yoga classes, I've been chatting about being comfortable in relaxation. Being comfortable with quiet. Letting the quiet come within. I've been noticing some of my yogis are uncomfortable in a relaxation period that lasts more than 3 minutes. They fidget, they sometimes even get up and leave...

Some of my other yogis would stay in relaxation pose forever if I let them. They just go right out, some snore, others just die from exhaustion.. having pushed themselves waaaay past their limits, either in my class or in their life. (they don't call it Corpse pose for nothing!)

I talk a lot in my classes about letting go. Allowing the quiet to come to you. Not forcing... either in your poses or your meditation. Just waiting... alert...watchful...but completely relaxed. Not attaching to the outcome, being okay with whatever is. Buddhist, Hindu, Christian... they all talk of the witness, the one who watches and waits, becoming pure in the process. I wonder how many understand that the process is the enlightenment? Not a far off destination, a goal to achieve... but this moment of pure truth and acceptance. The absence of struggle. Nirvana.

Yesterday my 2nd class was small so I got to come down on the floor with them. (I am usually up on a stage and I don't like it... would rather be one with them but we run out of room and they want to see, so...yeah, anyway) I was in a quiet mood, reflective and happy, and I decided we needed to listen to Taize music. I don't normally play Taize because 1.) it's very Christian and I don't want to scare folks who are afraid of religion and 2.) it's got words and I prefer folks to be wordless, a whole nuther subject. But I love Taize and was feeling very self indulgent so I asked if they minded and played it very low.

Oh Taize! Choirs of angels! Repetitive, soothing, beautiful soaring voices... it just puts me in such a meditative zone, how I wish church was like this! Such simplicity... pure gratitude and worship..ahhhh. It makes me giddy and glad to be alive.

During relaxation, the music ended and there was silence in the Sanctuary. The music continued to drift through my consciousness like a gentle breeze... I was completely relaxed.. and completely aware. Witnessing the beauty of our breath, hovering on the edge of awake and asleep, the place where God lives. Meditation. Breath in and breath out. Feeling my hands were being held, my whole body gracefully being supported by the earth.

Afterwards, I asked the class what they thought of the music. Most made faces, LOL. But one, one of my favorite students came up to me quietly and said, "I don't know what it was, but I went deeper in meditation than I ever had.. I felt like I was floating..." It was the silence. That beautiful quiet... where you can hear the songs of angels singing in your head. And let go of the sounds of the world. That's just noise. Oh how I love when they 'get it'...

How did "God" know?