Wednesday, July 06, 2011

On the Brink

Today seems a monumental day. Of course, lately, most days seem monumental. I am hoping that after today, most days will seem extraordinary.  Ordinary with a bit of extra here and there. Happy extra of course.  Can I put that order in, please?

"I'll take a regular day with a side of special and a little extra spice. Thanks!'

It would be quite nice to begin moving forward again.  Seems like we keep going back to the same points over and over.  Just when you thought it was safe to go in the water... the tsunami hits!  Be kinda nice to float, smiling, lending a hand to others floating by, sharing our preservers happily, without being worried they will be ripped from our bodies.

Our classes have been a bit smaller lately.  I'm not really worried with summer and vacations being prevalent but I'm hoping its that and not our upheaval and what not.  I remember when I was taking Tai Chi and absolutely LOVED my classes and my teacher but then he started bickering with his landlords.  I could feel his angst each week, and sometimes he would even share his frustration with a few of us.  It became harder and harder to go to class. Not because he wasn't a great teacher... but because life is just too stressful to take on stress at your stress relieving place, you know?  He eventually left and then came back but it was never the same. Plus, once you get out of a habit...

Oh dear, here I am talking myself into issues where there probably aren't any. Life feels better, much better.  We've been blessed and we are blessed to know it.  We are poised to move on, and some really great things are looming ahead.  All start up businesses go through much upheaval and turmoil til they find their groove.  I think we are really lucky to have so little of it really.  Things could have been much, much worse.  We found our groove very early... just needed to find the right music to go with it. Now that we've worked out a lot of it I feel like we'll be break dancing before long.  Anyone know a good Zumba teacher?

"Let's get it started in here... Let's get it started in here" (waves hands to the roof)

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